vexed about life in general.
the older i get, the more unsure i am. perhaps i have been living in my own bubble of perfectness. as i grow older and face the realities of life, each smaller bubble bursts.
i have no goal and aim for many aspects of my life. feels like i am living each day by the day. i have no purpose in life. i have always wanted to get away from the usual things i do with life. get away from the world that i have grown accustomed to. get away.... to reflect on what i really want to do with my life.
my previous perceptions on relationships, friendships and family are less convincing these days. all these occur due to past experiences. i keep having these nagging feeling that many things that i do are for the sake of pleasing others and getting their acceptance. those are things that i do not truly want to do.
am i turning skeptical about the world already?
