numb. its beyond upset or disappointed. i think i have reached a stage, where i can no longer explain how i feel. where i am unable to feel sad anymore. is this considered the last stage of despair?
i have deleted everything that is related to it. can all be eventually be deleted?
i can answer all the doubts i have in my brain already. its a matter of translating that into action.
but then again, its times like these that you know you are being loved.
the sea breeze did help though. it clears my mind and the oldies being sang to me was a form of comfort to my soul. strangely, these are the oldies that i always laugh at when the same person sang to me. hope he will be okay too!
