this is will be considered a rare entry. my laptop is not back yet, so i am currently at the mercy of my brother. kinda sucks coz cannot msn as and when i want. i hope the problem with my laptop is not serious, so that i wun hafta blow money at a new laptop. though i know the laptop is damn old and cranky at times, i have got sentiments for it. so please, let it be okay. *pray earnestly*
and.... i finally got a job. sick and tired of waiting for the internship applications that take eons to get back. i am a customer service officer for citibank, i think the official title is "greeting officer". sounds quite funny. hahahaha, this job is quite strict. there are certain grooming stuff to adhere to and preparing for work seems like a beauty queen beauty regime. okay, i am exaggerating but for someone who rarely dolls up, it is alot of work. and there are 15 company values that i am suppose to know at the back of my head. it is rumoured that the senior management may drop by for spot-check and question, " so what is client first value number 7?" and i need to give the correct answer or i may get my supervisor in trouble. but its not that bad, i more or less get it.
its on the job training at parkway until the tampines branch is open. i can't hardly wait as it is freaking near my house after that. hahahaha, never have i work in a place that is so near before. hahahahaha, hope works goes well tml. =)
and i met reddie for dinner last nite together with ky and swee. its been a long time since we all meet up and its was not bad. its quite entertaining to witness reddie being all sarcastic and bitchy again. sometimes, i think he is even bitcher than my female friends. its only sad that i am broke. if not we could have a better dinner. but its okay as the company is more important the food.
the days of doing nothing is quite good as it gave me a chance to do the self-reflection and thinking about life that i wanted to. nothing change just that i realise i have confidence and security issues. and... i like to hold on things too dearly that it harms myself more than intended. hopefully, this time there will be a breakthrough and as people often says, " there is a lot more to life than love" i will slowly grow to the woman i want to be and not just a little girl. sounds cliche but that's most direct way to express it.
okay shall go sleep. its 2am now. dad grumbling and i hate the heat! argh!
