beyond pissed. mixture of hurt and anger but more of the hurt. its like being really angry yet there are tears welling in your eyes. i did not know that i am so untrustworthy and right now, i am sorry that i care. and the very fact that the words were sprouted from your very mouth hurts even more.
i give up wanting to care for the family for now.
i only want a stable and peaceful life. did not really requested for all the rubbish. guess my life surrounds around break ups. parents, family and relationships (long ago lar). increasingly, there is an even stronger conviction in my belief that i should have complete control of my life. this is given the fact how my family is not exactly the most reliable thing in the world. i dun think i will be able to trust myself to let them share the burden of my most serious problems, judging by the way how they handle matters.
well, so life goes on and so be it!
