hope.
hope is good in many cases. it provides the motivation on many occasions for one to succeed. as long as we believe there is hope, we can continue and wish for the best that we can attain. and being an optimistic person, i like hope. it keeps me alive and happy, and keep the smiles on my face.
but false hope is horrible and whats worst is that you know later that the hope is false. it raise's one expectations. it brings up the past and rekindles all the memories. and more importantly, it kicks start a whole new cycle in trying to numb and forget. perhaps the wise one a.k.a jacq has always said is right. its better to have no expectations, that way the impact of disappointment will be at its minimal level. but i guess i have to find the way not to have any hope nor expectations first.
i have did it before, so i know i can do it again. be strong!
