yeah!!! the bazaar is finally over. time for me to get back to school and concentrate on work. finally, can have proper rest and meal times. but humans are strange creatures of habit. we crave for the freedom and rest, and once we get it, somehow we feel strange. like how i am used to replying emails and thousand and one things for biz com, then suddenly i have nothing to do, and i feel a sense of emptiness. like a sense of loss, not knowing what to do in my free time. but i am sure gradually i will fill my time with things to do.
i am tired. when you are feel dejection many many times, you get used to the feeling. and i guess gradually you will feel numb. my threshold for such sadness is detoriating but then again in the first place, no matter how evil a person is, they should not be subjected to such reptitions of upset, such frequent highs and lows.
