feels like history is repeating itself. i am making the same dumb mistakes as i did before. as buddy will say, i am like a little deer, out in the highway, ready to be knocked by any car that dash across. fortunately, there is still time for me to redeem myself and prevent myself from dragging it further.
and... i think life is pretty fair. for every guy that upsets me, there are many others that will spoil me and shower me with concern. for instances, there are my galfriends to listen me bitch and crap about evil doings of certain guys. haha, and of coz there is buddy who is always there to hear me lament and prevent me from being psychotic. =) hmm, and tdy sec sch guy friends that do favours for me without any complains, people who ensure that i am safe and sound at home though its late. sometimes, it just take a simple sms to show one's thoughtfulness.
i feel blessed knowing that there will always be more people out there for me than those who makes me sad! =)