finally got a chance to blog. life has been so packed that i have no chance to take a breather and break. its feels as though i am bloody train that goes on running and running and never stop. it has reached to a point where i am mentally and physically weary. thank goodness, its all over now.
though things will still be packed with stuff but the worst is over. i should be able to get things back on track and move on with my life. actually felt a bit bad. ever since moving into simei, i have not been able to spend time with my godgrandma. its like i am only home at nite to rush my work and sleep. never get a chance to accompany her. sit down and know about her habits etc. and i guess life at smu might not allow me to so.
i guess i am back into my reflective phrase of life. been thinking about my future, about my personality and the people around me and about anything that interests me in fact. i always aspire to be a better person but somehow or rather, it will have to be a continual process as standards will change along with time. or perhaps i should start pondering about what kind of person i want to be. that will be a better gauge.
been through places that we have been. remember the stuff we have did. replaying all the memories in my head. i miss you. and i miss you even more when my pace of life is getting faster and faster. but i know i have to move on.
