going through some cold turkey style of treatment. have been doing fine and survived well for the past two days. actually, as long as i am surrounded by people, i have no tendency to do anything silly. its only at night when i am alone, that's where the problem lies. for me, these days the night seems to be getting longer and longer, which is weird for a night owl like me. during normal days, the night is still young and ends quickly.
guys, i know i am getting whiner and whiner in my blog. just dun read the entries for the next few weeks or bear with it kay coz it will be over soon. as long as sept ends, it will be finally over. though i know i am supposed to treasure the remaining days, its hard to do so when ya feel unappreciated and one of the lowest life form in his eyes. i mean ultimately pride and self-esteem do exist in my life. and its tiring to be at the receiving ends of a treatment that consists of being blown hot and cold. kind of starting to feel the distance, though all i want to do is spent the remaining days in joy. but one thing is for sure, october will the time where i lead my old and yet new life. i will definitely give up when september ends, not earlier and not later.
oh updates from suntec convention centre:
woke up super early to congregate at the centre to do NOTHING. but well, in a big organisation such phenomenon are common. in addition, the delegates have not arrived. met my partner finally. luckily for me, he is not a rigid and inflexible guy. pretty fun to hang out with him and we spent our time doing silly things such as attempting to connect with the gurkhas and befriend them. we did it!!!!!! haha, they are not as scary as they seemed. they took my offer of chocolates and their command of english is not that bad! =) i was joking with my partner that by the end of 10 days, we will noe the life story of each other. i think maybe just give us 3!!!
basically, still pretty excited as i await to see all the bigshots of the finance industry. but actually, i am located near the press conference area, so there is a higher chance of meeting esteemed journalists. BUT the problem lies in the fact that provided i can recognise them.
strangely, doing nothing is still very tiring! i am exhausted and i have lotsa blisters and there is one with pus and water! eeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhh. yucks!
