somehow or rather, i have no idea what i am doing. or should i say, i know what i have to do but i cannot bear to do it. feels like some coward. but i know very clearly that one day i will have to do it.
somehow, i am not experiencing the emotions that i am supposed to have. feels weird and empty. like some gut feeling that tells ya there is something horrible awaiting ya. yup, that's the unpleasant and uncomfortable feeling that i have from time to time.
somehow, i am returning back to my original life. the life that i always have yet there is something missing, which i cannot identify. like a piece of me is taken away and not returned.
