i finally let it all out. guess i am tired from suppressing all my emotions and exhausted from numbing my feelings. or perhaps i am too sick of running away into my world of escapism. if only such a world exists. but then, i must be seriously deluded for such a world to exist.
guess wat? it definitely feels better. =)
i am sorry if i hurt you. it was never my intention to go all emo on you and i hated myself for it. its just that all the insecurities are setting in. anyway, you were never obligated to do fufill anything for me. i was and am still just a friend, and i guess it may not be such a bad thing after all!