i hate it when people demolish buildings. it feels as though the old will be lost forever. but most importantly, i hate it when people demolish the building next to my house. the incessant drilling that wakes me up and my house is filled with dust and dirt whenever i return. the house just feels so dirty!!!! and lastly, the increase in mosquitoes pissed me off. i can't wait for them to finish. haiz. and i guess in a few months time, this will be my house. my house will be gone by then and i will never get to see it anymore. sad! =(
i only slept a minimal of 4 hours. either i am suffering from insomnia or the unbearable heat is killing me. there are only few times when i cannot sleep and it often makes me grumpy. this is comparable to the time when i had dengue fever and the rashes were killing me. i woke up feeling tired and with little hammers pounding in my head. gosh! hope tonight will be better.
emotionally, i am feeling better these days. perhaps i am stronger than i think. i need a reason to break all the barriers but i guess i am not finding any yet. most likely, things will just remain as status quo. and going by history, i should not be hoping too much. not that i do not deserve it, but more likely i am unlucky in such stuff. well, it kinds of make up for the fact that i am pretty lucky in many different aspects of my life.
