i guess i am not suitable for this game known as love. of course, like any normal person, i hope to find someone that will share my joy and woe. but unfortunately, not everyone gets to find that special someone. perhaps the earlier i accept the fact that love is not my cup of tea, things will be easier for me. and in another words, i am an unlucky person when it comes to love. =(
there is no point raising my hopes too high and in the end, to just allow it to slide all the way down. love complicate things and love is insufficient for one to really lead a life. i envy and admire all you out there in love. but well, i guess its time for me to wake up from my little bubble of hope. most of you will advise me to be more optimistic. but at this stage of my life, perhaps it will be better for me to focus on the bigger picture.
i feel silly being upset about things that are seemingly ridiculous to me. haiz, i guess as mentioned earlier, some people are just not fated to find love and i think i am one of them. at least i can now look forward to days where my heart is safe and secure with me.
