have ya ever wondered how the future is like? when i was young i always like to think about how i will be when i grow up and suddenly, i am moving closer to the future that i anticipated. of course, i have my dreams on how my life will be. and that has nothing to be with a tai tai or anything that has to do staying home everyday. i just realised in the past 3 weeks, i cannot stay at home 24 hours for weeks. i will die of boredom and feel like an aimless soul. call me a wimp or whatever, but i am not blogging about how i wish my life to be. i am afraid i will jinx it or perhaps the disappointment of not getting it is to too great to began with. after all that i have been through in the short 19 years of my pathetic life, i think i deserved better. i kind of blindly believed in the fact that the hardworking will be rewarded. of course, i am not going to steal, rob or do anything despicable to attain it. (btw, i define what is despicable!!!! haha!!!! ) i am going to it through hard work and my capability. =)
oh yah, just came home from a mahjong session at dan's hse. nope, we did not play overnite. we are pretty lousy so only played one round and that took us like a few hours. ky so poor thing, she having fever still play with us. hope she get well soon. =) it was evident from the fact that all of us were tired. we were yawning at 2 plus am. dan shld be exhausted from her drama performfance and swee from finishing her exams. swee even went for driving this morning. and going by what she said, please go for driving lessons with sufficient rest!!! and yeah, swee ya finally finish ur exams!!! i am like waiting for the day where everyone finish their exams. now we are left with py only. =) work hard kay and go read the card that i gave you whenever ya feel like giving up. =)
okay, i think i shld go sleep. going to view flats in bedok later with my godma. sad that i have to move!!!! but well, that topic is for another day.
