whoa, two posts in one day, i am impressed by myelf.
i feel damn pissed now. perhaps due to the lack of sleep and feeling damn grouchy. or perhaps the effect of being pissed too many times in a day.
was pissed by the gal sitting beside me during FA exam. her small little noises with the liquid paper were irritating the hell out of me. but i cannot really scold her because of that as its just not right lar. she never really did anything wrong. its just grouchy me.
and i was pissed by my bro twice in a day. oh wait shld amend in 1 hour time span, i was pissed twice by my bro. first, he just dumped his stuff into my stuff. i mean i am fine with it, just that i hate it when he takes stuff at time and when i ask him to put it back, he says i am naggy. and that he will do it. but at times, which he never did. so i was like ignore him, then he went to watch tv and i was trying to dissipate the feelings of being pissed. and i succeeded!!
and guess wad, he has to piss me again. wth! i ask him in the most controlled voice and tone that i can muster to not stay behind me when i was surfing the net. i mean i dun like people to do that, be super close to me and watch me do stuff. just some funny habit of mine. and he ask wad's wrong with me? i mean ya can see that i am in a funny mood and ya still have to irritate me. when ya are in this pms-like mood, you are worse than me kay! ur mouth sprouts the most hurting words. and at times, its not just words, the tone that you used. and so what? tt's your favourite phrase. returnin it to ya. i mean some times when ya are tired ya just dun feel like talking. i ask ya in my most controlled tone already while ya will just simply say, " scram off". great!!! reflect on your own behaviour too kay. i admit i am at fault for being mean but i am all grouchy, i have tried my best to say it properly. and the main issue is not who is right or wrong, more of being understanding.
haiz, i think i shld just go to sleep. must be the serious lack of sleep that is killin me. or it could be pms-ing... feels kinda weird that i have such drastic mood swings all in a day's work. haiz, people ignore this post. just want a venue to vent out all the pissified feelings in me. and guess wad, it works! i feel less pissed. think i shld just go to sleep to retain these feelings.
